The last 24 hours have been testing our faith, strength and endurance as we wrap up another round of appointments with our Lyme Doctor in Wisconsin. Lots of emotions and tears. Healing from Lyme is so hard. Healing from neurological Lyme, severe mold illness, POTS and extreme Mast Cell Activation Syndrome is a whole different beast in a world where few understand or even recognize it This journey is not for the faint of heart and it is one that I would never wish on my worst enemy. Continuing to learn that fear is truly a liar and HOPE in the name of Jesus will always prevail. So...take that devil. We may be struck down but we are NOT destroyed.
Would be so grateful for your prayers as I am severely reacting to what we thought was a clean home. We also have confirmation that mold is still an issue with the "things" in our house. I had already figured this would be the next step of our journey after our last round of appointments, but there was still that small piece of hope in my heart that the mold part of our story would be wrapping up. Thankfully our SUV is currently safe for me to hide out in. Round two of this madness... Here we go. At least we know what to expect this time around.
"But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellence of the power may be of God and not of us. We are hard-pressed on every side, yet not crushed; we are perplexed but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed."
2 Corinthians 4:7-9
On the positive side, my son is handling his Lyme treatments like a champ and he has had minimal herxing or harsh detox reactions so far! Hoping he keeps rocking this with his amazing attitude and faith. I am also showing progress with my Lyme and co-infections. My immune system seems to be finally starting to do what it was created to do. Praise the Lord. Slow and steady will win the race eventually! Always something to be grateful for!
When you have a chronic illness or multiple chronic illnesses caused by Lyme Disease or toxic mold, you often find that there is not much of a support system for you. When someone has cancer, entire communities will rally around that person. You have support for months and even sometimes years. Similarly, if your house burns down, entire communities would rally around you. There would be others helping you to rebuild all you lost. When you lose most everything you own to toxic mold, you get a lot of deer in the headlights looks from people. There is very limited support or understanding for those walking through these types of valleys. I can't tell you the number of times I've been messaged by women in tears because their family, friends and church community doesn't believe them or completely neglects their needs. It is heartbreaking.
Most people we know don't get it. Still we press forward as best we can with God's strength. We are so thankful for those who have supported us, prayed for us, encouraged us and met us in our deep valley. It means the world to our family. Our journey is truly a journey of faith. Some days the weight of this illness is too much. Regardless of what my symptoms may be, what earthy items we may have to toss or what a Doctor may say, my confidence is in Christ. He is my hope. The God who heals and is sovereign over this sickness. He will be faithful to the end.
Amy<3
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