Trusting, trusting, trusting. Even when nothing makes sense and we don't know what is next, I somehow have the most perfect peace from above. Only God. I'm grabbing hold of the promises written below today so I stay grounded as more of the things I love leave our home and my health takes a rapid decline again.
We have shed lots of tears and are grieving as best we can in the midst of everything. It is sad how we have almost gotten used to loss. The possessions I mourn the most are the things that hold treasured memories for our kids. You can't just replace some things. I am thankful they are just earthly things and hold no weight for our eternal glory. Life is hard friends, especially when you lose most of your physical possessions to mold toxicity and all of your savings has gone to repair what the enemy meant to take you out. There just seems to be no end in sight.
I often feel like my body is not meant to live in this world and I just long for a place I know is safe to heal and breathe. There are days when I wonder if my health and my life are completely slipping away.... I haven't been able to breathe freely in years and the cycle of healing with two steps forward and 10 steps backwards gets harder to handle. Healing definitely isn't linear. But God keeps breathing His hope and strength into my weary soul. He is good through it all and He continues to carry us each day.
When I say I feel His grace sustaining us, I mean it. Even in this utter mess His grace over us is absolutely beautiful. Without it, I don't know if I would be here. I'm speaking these truths over myself and my family today. Join me in declaring these over your own life and whatever situation you may be facing.
Trust in the LORD. Have faith, do not despair. Trust in the LORD.
Psalm 27:14
I wait eagerly for the LORD's help, and in His word I trust.
Psalm 130:5
Trust in the Lord with all your heart. Never rely on what you think you know. Remember the Lord in everything you do, and he will show you the right way
Proverbs 3:5-6
You, Lord, give perfect peace to those who keep their purpose firm and put their trust in you.
Isaiah 26:3
Heavenly Father, You have brought me safely this far. Help me continue to trust You with the story you are writing for my life. Help me have pure, uninterrupted peace, joy and hope. Let the miracle of your grace continue to surround me as I lean on you....
in the waiting,
in the struggling,
in the suffering,
in the wondering,
in the hoping,
in the living.
In the middle of it all, You are my faithful God.
Amy<3
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