The Lord spoke this word deep into my soul last year on my birthday. I was struggling and questioning so many different things about this valley. Having almost every aspect of your life slowly ripped away from you over three years can do that. Special days are especially hard when you are in a deep season of being refined by the fire. There is just so much loss that is hard to not acknowledge. Nothing looks the same anymore. His answer to me that day was simple and not expected, but exactly what I needed to hear to continue to fight. "When the time is right, I, the Lord will make it happen." Boom. When the time is right...
As I wake up this morning another year older and not much on the physical level has changed, I am still trusting this promise to be fully fulfilled. I believe with everything in me that goodness is coming. Healing is coming. Redemption is coming, Fulfillment of His promises to me is coming - When the time is right. Not in my time which would have been years ago, but in His.
It can be a hard pill to swallow some days, but I know He is making everything beautiful and one day the time will be right. So I'm embracing turning 38 with expectancy and doing all I can do to pursue healing while daily declaring the name of Jesus over my life, my body and my little family.
I trust you, Lord.
I trust your plan.
I trust your goodness.
I trust what You can see and I can't.
I trust you with it all.
God will carry the weight of making sure His promises are carried out. My job is to be obedient. God's got everything else. In the middle of the waiting, I am grateful to still find joy, grace and hope - especially today.
Amy<3
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