2018 was the hardest and scariest year of our lives. Some days I have no idea how to continue living with the magnitude of suffering that is daily heaped on my life. The hardest thing about enduring all of the daily symptoms and struggles has been its ability to take away my identity. Most of my life has been stripped and broken right before my eyes and there was nothing I could do about it.
Oftentimes God's path to deliverance looks very different from the path we would have chosen. I'm finding this more and more in my own life. We want our struggles to be dealt with in the most convenient and quickest way possible. I have found the path to true healing is nothing like that.
Even still, I know that God is making a way. I believe He is in the process of restoring me back to health - even better than I was before sickness became a part of my story. Nothing slips through His hands. I can trust that He has already gone before me into next year and all that it may hold. He is working while we wait. Grateful that the one who holds the universe is carrying us into 2019 and our FATIH is greater than our fears! Come Lord and do what only you can do!
This song has been on repeat lately and echoes my heart and always brings with it a puddle of tears.
Seasons
by Hillsong Worship
Though the winter is long even richer
The harvest it brings
Though my waiting prolongs even greater
Your promise for me like a seed
I believe that my season will come
I can see the promise
I can see the future
You’re the God of seasons
I’m just in the winter
If all I know of harvest
Is that it’s worth my patience
Then if You’re not done working
God I’m not done waiting
You can see my promise
Even in the winter
Cause You’re the God of greatness
Even in a manger
For all I know of seasons
Is that You take Your time
You could have saved us in a second
Instead You sent a child
Placing next year in my Heavenly Father's hands. I can see the promise and my future. Trusting that this winter season will have an end date. Trust with my friend.
Amy<3
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